Update from last doctors visit

I saw Dr. Bass on the 26th of April and it was good news. I lost 11 pounds the month of April for a total of 20. That made me feel good but I'm struggling now for the last week, wanting to eat every 10 minutes and eating quite a bit again. It seems like I get to the 20 pound mark and my body freaks out and wants the weight back on. Sounds crazy but my food is my comfort and it scares me to lose it because I feel like my cover is going. That is part of the eating disorder.

I haven't posted links here on the blog for the newspaper story that was written in the local paper and Entertainment Tonight came to my house and did a story on myself and my roommate at the time who has anorexia. i have put the links below so you can read up on them. its pretty much my whole life history and most of the reasons I compulsively overeat and binge. Please feel free to email me at deannabray3@aol.com, jewelrybydeanna@yahoo.com or post here to the group if you want to make comments or ask any questions.

NEWS PRESS STORY - it was in the paper 6 days in a row.

Chapter 1: http://www.news-press.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/99999999/LIFESTYLES/109280002/

Chapter 2: http://www.news-press.com/article/99999999/LIFESTYLES/109280001

Chapter 3: http://www.news-press.com/article/99999999/LIFESTYLES/109280003

Chapter 4: http://www.news-press.com/article/99999999/LIFESTYLES/109280004

Chapter 5: http://www.news-press.com/article/99999999/LIFESTYLES/109280005

Chapter 6: http://www.news-press.com/article/99999999/LIFESTYLES/109280006


I haven't weighed since I saw Dr. Bass the end of last month, I see him again the end of this month and I hope I do better than I am right now, might need some more fill.

I'll keep you posted!
DeAnna